七月一号，钟显声作为警队一员，出席交接仪式。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtcbw59rsk8o1uxegkcvy2wxonqjsf7ef0jthgyda6/blockquotegt
旗帜交换，一个时代落下，一个时代开启。查尔斯王子在大雨倾盆的天气辞别本港，盛大烟花谢幕，又回到日复一日的平静生活。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtqisdbfr2vxzta93cukeemscmpy0ogbrn1fwlo4kw/blockquotegt
钟显声仍然像个机械表，有规律地、不停息地转动。他还是过去的钟显声，看到犯罪无动于衷，对受害人也没半点同理心，他只是麻木地生活，在街边遇到被虐待的流浪猫，他也只是冷漠的走过。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtiw89lvdm0eapmxiuozjfkhcgt4k2bq6zaywb3cns/blockquotegt
总署应酬多过从前，有次他和何sir在饭局见面，何sir问他：“总署如何？是不是有很浓的官僚主义？”blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtwsxegwq0dhuniikzj3sa5nczkyovoffaprhx1ur4/blockquotegt
“也许。”blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gta1o76sgjvnc9bqqlxd30vezfds54zupryhkkeumc/blockquotegt
钟显声感知不到。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gt38v4ry0lnmaictxwhjxrf51imszevn2gqqleu9ty/blockquotegt
他一直是个绝对理性，绝对克制的人，不论在什么样的环境下，他都可以很好适应。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gteoac0nm7unvrbpajqmd6gvzi1zlhsptyloy3ejtk/blockquotegt
因为他从不用融入。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtbnrknolmeabewydgid0cf2yqf1g9sj8x3co7iztr/blockquotegt
何sir说：“o记现在就好难，贼都被你抓光。果然，黑社会一失业，我们这些差佬也要失业。”blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtapcvowjnxf5ubx3d1i9tabksehfmcp0dqzluzynk/blockquotegt
钟显声说：“不要气馁，以后路还长。”blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtn8hwuevxp7lsoaxqqiigr2smen5jfkfoy1hwkbcv/blockquotegt
雨在窗外寄寂地落下，霓虹灯被晕染开。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtefiuhshzts6fqp8jjvan923yedqrlutdmxy0gaxc/blockquotegt
何sir递烟给钟显声，“你身上看不到半点年轻人的样子。”blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtywwbodgebjdv31qz7isc8myfqofi0lvntrphj4t9/blockquotegt
钟显声说：“我从小就这样，考试拿第一名也不开心，公公去世也不伤心，我怕自己会犯罪，所以报考警校，让警察的责任束缚我。”blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gthc7w8rbgvcznmetldz5ligvyqxsduf2hqaptfwk4/blockquotegt
可是宝珍令他失控，不止一次。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtyxvxpimip2qbdvkaz4dgs9e0towfmecfh5lustzl/blockquotegt
有同僚喝高，放嗓大唱：甜蜜蜜，你笑得甜蜜蜜…”blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtmskznvbf12iloxb3f9py7ajscxwqpqkihnuegohc/blockquotegt
好似花儿开在春风里。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtfc7cvjefugb9x5wglsouyy8v0dkdripxtmnzbe14/blockquotegt
宝珍是邓丽君狂热歌迷，1995邓丽君病逝的新闻爆出，她哭了整整一晚上…blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gt5mxozzcjbf84ipsc7drs2eanw1qxnlhoeu3jdpvt/blockquotegt
酒桌上那人不知道自己的歌声难听，仍在唱。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtuadih7kpbtmvtzj6prcycnb01xgefori5wlvesqs/blockquotegt
“在哪里…”blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtdcyi2jx5gw9rzqcfy0zvqnimf4emjp6paalubr8d/blockquotegt
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“在哪里见过你…”blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gteimspjxjklbxpay4hmtdkudyn07otef9lg3q8chw/blockquotegt
温哥华。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtdhjgiju8pqanc3r9osykeecv6fbl0v2tfnszuk51/blockquotegt
段保宁做律师做上瘾，在温哥华开了间律师所，专为华人服务，在香港扮演他妻子的美洁也飞来温哥华同他作伴。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtsvtx54ppreqcbyjas1jdffqgaworu9xnlogznc7b/blockquotegt
宝珍在社区大学重修心理学。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtypx8tgvmgfruikmhsqapah2y3l6sfxzd1qibc9de/blockquotegt
她没有伴侣，没有子宫，无牵无挂，只有手上一枚沉甸甸的钻戒，是她爱自己的象征。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtaetupxeoh7wcplf2rybft8zbrxgosuzljws5cadj/blockquotegt
她结束课程，去律师所帮手，段保宁不在，美洁看店。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtekduopbruf0a6zqyknvjsm1ial24fgbiqpo3xhsc/blockquotegt
她在律师所放磁带听。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gt0rmacpjs3djxsugvtxg9qnb8ymirov7fkq1zldok/blockquotegt
美洁以前和宝珍钟显声做邻居，常常听到宝珍叫床的声音。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtk0wbbkmodzj3fipoylyhz9qduacpf7vejixgmsqs/blockquotegt
有时痛苦，有时婉转。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtyi8cqegmwko9nt0lpyizf4xnhsegm5f67q2bdtbu/blockquotegt
比起楼上那对常常争吵的怨侣，宝珍和钟显声家里很安静。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtvmg9lisgchnh7ft14cq3zd8atsykojlnvioujmqa/blockquotegt
“你想他吗？”blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtqx7ry8duirwl2udjgcgozomabsmabe9p4kcty5f1/blockquotegt
宝珍用一段往事回答美洁：blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtv2ftvii87sqngl1ppoe6kjfw5gqrrxcmdwzhjunm/blockquotegt
“去年电影甜蜜蜜上映，我和他去戏院，我看到结局，哭得窒息过去，他不明白我为什么哭。”blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtduje8h1qcpvn0yqlojirmetgwtbnfhkgsp9y4x2d/blockquotegt
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钟显声没喝酒，开车回家，自己开一瓶威士忌喝闷酒。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gt8cxrqm3x9wo1vfftil5dwkzgsb4bq6yh702mkajp/blockquotegt
他对着窗影举杯，屋外夜色不散。楼上那对又在争吵，吵了整整叁年，还不分手。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtihxaul64h1i532stlaqj80bpdqn9oyeenzs7oxwr/blockquotegt
旁人的事，和他无关。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtdtyen9vm0jdcbkaeiwlvy5lntp3jm42xrqqsi8co/blockquotegt
今天有人唱甜蜜蜜，他记起去年和宝珍去戏院一起看甜蜜蜜，结尾李翘在警局认出豹哥尸体时，她哭得比张曼玉还厉害。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtkjw8z762qm4trmdslpytocxdgvie3ui0hbkovz1x/blockquotegt
钟显声觉得女人多情又冷酷，宁愿为虚构角色泪流满面，也不肯对身边人施舍半分真心。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtk2ktaowazjrtdyghn8ne0m35cqsoeb17l6vcqrff/blockquotegt
香港天气越来越闷，即便在屋中，都感受得到密云压过来的紧迫。他喝罢杯中酒，去浴室冲凉。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gt0stagwchr2375kd8kgqwdcxlobzbj1iuulmnpvty/blockquotegt
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“男人好可恶是不是？不爱你的时候折磨你，爱你的时候还要折磨你。”宝珍对美洁说。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtybxvibsdml1cwwcymvuti986npqlhjrn2fket4au/blockquotegt
美洁认可地点头。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtyct6hohtlle4k2zufgb9qrj3moznpfubwdcvn7sd/blockquotegt
宝珍关掉录音机，接着说：“他们觉得伤害过你，给你买钻戒，买玫瑰，给你身份地位，你就要爱他…我看电影时真的好感动，豹哥可以为李翘纹一只米奇在身上，我叫他纹一只叮当猫，他当我说玩笑话，骂我痴线。果然，电影里都是骗人，现实世界哪有痴情仔。”blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gt6co5th9yvfq8csrqibzmgzbu0fe7ensxxpnwyvku/blockquotegt
“钟sir看上去就是没什么感情的人，真搞不懂你怎么会爱上他。”blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtwij4sah65hrrujqbz3gypwdcvoytlpefk27iq9nk/blockquotegt
“或许是少女时代一见钟情。”blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtwabi8t7km9yjr21zlajg5h6xevnwfhzoud3bfliq/blockquotegt
在她为leslie疯狂流泪，无限迷茫的那一夜，她撞上他腰间的配枪。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gt09sjovqebd5xp6m3a7khdg4xhtlucyeqnvjfwi1b/blockquotegt
他没有像其它路人那样，因为她的冲撞而愤怒。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtowaxmybzvcjnn29cyr7dihvuufwzo6gm54a8sklq/blockquotegt
宝珍在最热情的年纪，被他的冷静与克制吸引。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtwgg547mnvs2jw9oymqvj1idbqstrb3fkdeokyl8c/blockquotegt
后来才明白，他只是个没有情绪的人而已。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtbtnjgckyosaashihdwbude61vovfgwqpz58fctjx/blockquotegt
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钟显声脱去衬衣下的防弹衣，舒展浑身肌肉。他时时刻刻都在提防罪犯，时刻都穿着防弹衣，防弹衣常常勒得他无法透气，胸膛发紧。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtj4h2kobpxyr8qkngevah5dx3wtjcbus76m9truen/blockquotegt
他不会因穿多一件防弹衣而窒息，可窒息感如影随形。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gt7gdqslum0irhre5n8xkaxtgj2wpkpvcijeav94cw/blockquotegt
他冲完凉，挂一件浴巾在腰间。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtxbjhpc1sc7vezjpa8lki6agwrrwegtkyfto240su/blockquotegt
浴室的镜子蒙上水雾，他用手掌擦去，随着镜面一寸寸清晰，他在镜中的样子也明晰起来。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtozwnmxbrrawftuo4pgb5chdnjfyks9vpglqmlv72/blockquotegt
他右胸有一记不碍事的子弹印，是见习时挨的枪子，他因没穿防弹衣擅自执行任务，被上级当众教训。对于他来讲，被当众责骂是一件很屈辱的事。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtbj0wlvzfpqxqmtu8hl1otd2spafien4bkrc79yxc/blockquotegt
因此他不愿提及这一处伤，也不愿展露于人，即便做爱时。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gt4bewe6ityz0tosnvp3vir9jpaxcklnydkmldhfgr/blockquotegt
接着往下擦镜子。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gty0ezxmw1ej7i6ph5xkfavolbnqdsmrig4bs2hu/blockquotegt
他肌理分明的腹部也变得清晰。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gttshupxachvbl54kwf83krp9de7euac1doqlrymzj/blockquotegt
至此，镜子上的水雾已经被除干净。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtpabrpdj74gkct0nuhizlx9ly8ixactoubw15hvd6/blockquotegt
他漱口之后，便拿着毛巾一边擦头发，一边离开浴室。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtxjdx2emfyviko6njqw1sgkbfobzrtr3lw0qcan9u/blockquotegt
他转身的时候，镜中倒映出他后腰上青色的叮当猫纹身。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtnsup5ee2tgjaq4uf06w9nrroa3fkplxdoybdmimz/blockquotegt
钟显声接着喝酒，宝珍离开香港后，他每一夜都是酒徒。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gti9cxplelhbjb3ttwepussmnyo7cz2mrfdfki461h/blockquotegt
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“我现在真的搞不懂，从前怎么那样爱他啊…明明都不知道他是什么样的。也许因为他是警察，而我老豆是黑社会，所以很有刺激感…”blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtfnpbjw4anx8qz3tpsrlul2gx5w9dmi0ysmu6ktab/blockquotegt