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房门开，我心定下来，算你还知道出来吃早餐。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtazuQN6mB7rKyGApYXfnqo2IZO9w5HeFjv4db1xtC/blockquotegt
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大口大口舀饭往嘴里塞，即使她坐到餐桌对面了也故意不看她。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gt6jLC4DVbdr3utz5qWnOciBTvksEyU1Zg0paFSGY7/blockquotegt
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冷落你！我也不能凡事迁就你不是！泥人也是有脾气的！blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gt7dG9XIBiqKNt1o4kfW2wURcQjAhabpeEMnmFlgLx/blockquotegt
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可是对面的筷子久久未动，我忍不住抬眼看她，她睁着一双大眼无辜地看我——准确地说，是我盘子里的火腿肉丁蛋炒饭！blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtNAQqLStlwMfIa8DGZBTUj1v593WYciVsKyr04zdp/blockquotegt
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我：……blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtp0cw5teYM8LAUQuDRIb1Ejl9CzTkiNdPJoaWKS2G/blockquotegt
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发誓绝对不依她，但嘴巴还是没管住，一不小心就秃噜嘴了，“你想吃炒饭？”blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtARtcMdCq1TfGHBopLSj5FIwxX2nvDEgUWy49NPhu/blockquotegt
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她看我，轻轻点了点头。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtzJwpYfgl3k9jNDOr4oGI1Q67MvZXybERTBshmaqK/blockquotegt
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艹！blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gth2ypBXgN5owZJ7IdW4SujilkGzvOqHrM9VK3mQFt/blockquotegt
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世间仅此一盘的蛋炒饭！blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtjayUAPfcuFYXoq0VpeKkHiwld4ECZWbzOM19GnJD/blockquotegt
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我把盘子推向她，然后默默把她面前的碗面端回来，当作什么事都没发生，挑起面条哧溜哧溜吸得起劲。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtmFWAOgHaGEc7tvCji9QMBxfb5wso10eXVUTZ6JyK/blockquotegt
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眼角瞟到她动勺子，之前闹得不愉快慢慢从心里排解出去，不是说，人只要吃得下饭就能活着吗，只要她活着一切皆有可能，我和她置什么气，慢慢来就好了。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtv9h5AjS1DmokMOYrwX7tNUe64Gy8pnLbxzEaKiBP/blockquotegt
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看她吃得认真，不自觉我的嘴角上扬，压不住心里的骄傲，“怎么样？我炒的好吃吧？这肉丁我放了点酱油，炒起来超香的！”blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtRn9NQxtb3ICo2zOV0LdZlwujAK64TMhs7SFDYrGJ/blockquotegt
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她看着我，突然笑起来，“过来。”blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtgYFPZViSRsB2vlM9hTytW0rJ3G4bL6DHfzpqNnOw/blockquotegt
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呃？blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtYmyrB3GFfwDASHZRCpk70eKX5iqhWuLJbonsMj8g/blockquotegt
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“什么？”我下意识身子探前。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtwgjrRoMq5v0k8eFphElS1J6GizKcUfL9OAbdVysI/blockquotegt
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她伸出手，指尖从我嘴角轻点而过，一颗米粒被她摘走送进她嘴里，她嚼了嚼，漫不经心道，“嗯，确实好吃。”blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtfEQzJHDX3Y9Ap7k1RZGMB5OoWxmiPlav604tTF8u/blockquotegt
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花了一秒反应的我瞬间脸颊爆红，“你，你……”blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtwvU3POJnyQZx4j6HmDgdsXIoLFqMEKGk2a7Sehzi/blockquotegt
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她面色平静，半点没有我们吵过架的痕迹。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gt8iOg9mboIXFcQt2sGrNeuwVdjnSyExvzJUR703TK/blockquotegt
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我想了想，最后忿忿地说没什么，重新低下头去吃面条，却忍不住腹诽，打一巴掌再给颗甜枣，她就是吃准我的脾性不舍得对她生气发火，才一次又一次挑战我的底线，事后又若无其事地与我相处。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gt9Fekh08xNwJ3iY6ZqncupAlz2STgXdDLrIKfaBj1/blockquotegt
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在她心里，我到底算什么呢？我爱她珍惜她，她却一心想要逃离我，虽然我一次次告诉自己她需要时间和耐心来消化痛苦，但在治愈她的同时我也会累会辛苦会心痛啊。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtaSshy96APcGLJHpjkdxCiFf8loYg7nq4QO31wve2/blockquotegt
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反复无常的她，变幻莫测的她，每一天都像让我行走在刀刃冰面上。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtxD5B3hO7YybgcVX4HwmsnPkR8ArfCd1IEQi69Mju/blockquotegt
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想着便不受控制地叹出声，她握勺子的手顿了顿，我已经没胃口再吃，推开碗筷起身想去打把游戏排遣下心情。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtVBGmlehfcKnC2bvPgF1XtARd0q86xzIQoM9Hrj7i/blockquotegt
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经过却被她猝不及防拉住手腕，我停下脚步低头看她。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gteArnC9LdWqgoBT3hQtjfwUHImsGcOXuViPz7E02K/blockquotegt
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“你生气了吗？”她声音很轻。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtVR4l271MqdehHrcXtup8jmF6zW9fPUZvGJCEKowL/blockquotegt
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我紧抿着唇，不说话，想确认她的意图。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtPcvQwIeOCS61tgu0FXxViNBmosKMG4fLAylj8Z39/blockquotegt
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她抬头仰视我，眼睛来回在我脸上打转，最后下结论，“你对我失望了对不对？”blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtRiZSTDrfqwUXoaI5328Yv9LGgd7AeuzC0pkVFj4t/blockquotegt
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得不到我的回应，她慢慢松开手，一脸了然低头，“你确实应该对我失望。”blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtArvpDyKB0sObhdaCmkeTLRE5V4UYnIZGJzlXoNFS/blockquotegt
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我不喜欢看她失落，勾起她下巴反驳，“我没有失望。我知道你是什么样的人，从我决定要和你在一起就做好了承担一切的准备，无论是四年前，还是现在。”blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtuhYMXrFZeNm6q2QHgBxGfk1RwcsJWLS39I5TjbCV/blockquotegt
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“你会后悔，就像四年前一样。”blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtYsLlC8pKOdo14efIcPQ7MBnUJqvRyz3052gkGmE6/blockquotegt
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“我从来没有后悔过和你在一起的决定，”看到她眼睛里的惊讶，我愈发坚定，“四年前我只是怨恨我自己，没有早一点发现你的不对劲，存着侥幸心理对你隐瞒欺骗，让我们的感情就那样不堪地结束。”blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtxWYE4QVmGHjRKLaUFdft8sMokJN59pgvc0XCbqnr/blockquotegt
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“若说后悔，我最后悔地是这几年没有去找你，如果知道你过得这么痛苦，我绝不会抛下你不管。现在我有弥补的机会让我照顾你，爱你疼你，我还有什么好后悔，”我半跪下去与她平视，牵着她的手放在我的左胸膛上，让她感受炙热鲜活的心跳，“我偷笑着呢，终于可以不用再做违背这颗心的事，终于可以一心一意地和你在一起，我心满意足。”blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtWMX3x7fY8yoKta6rJLAVDdpcQRiPkTvs5qmeBh19/blockquotegt
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她的眼眶盈满泪水，一点点抽回自己的手，声音哽咽，“可是我没有信心和你在一起。”blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gt2ARx1CTUdQhg3c4z9LqJYIkXyfDrEGmpb5vnOZ6t/blockquotegt
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我红了眼睛。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtZDxtom4GgOhXTqS6ICKH1YNdy9e5rwpaiMUnjvf7/blockquotegt
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“曾经我爸妈是这个世上最爱我的人，可他们一个走了，一个重新组建了家庭有了新的孩子。你也口口声声说过爱我的，可你还是和别人在一起了……”blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtx0Q5EvVgWpFLiXmqzytnUdZkAGDco61IH4S38aTl/blockquotegt
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“我没有。”我苍白无力解释，她痛苦摇头。blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gteso5zLKASlnXibGgHrpfI1C0NJPTd69F4BU2cEkV/blockquotegt
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“方一凡，这个世上没有什么是永恒不变的，真心也是瞬息万变的。你现在说爱我，十年后呢，二十年后呢，我们是不是会像我爸妈一样，撕得头破血流，反目成仇，发着最毒的誓说老死不相往来。”她的眼泪落在我的手臂上，灼热滚烫，“我已经不相信爱了，说爱的人都是骗子。”blockquote cite=#039 class="copyright" style=#039background:#fff border-left:5px solid #4a84ce padding:20px 50px#039gtyV0m7tAH2WTBYEaM14IbkeQxKNuovd3GUJi6zp5S/blockquotegt
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